Yeah...wasted all day. I dunno, I am sorry I wont be posting any pictures of me today coz I look so ugly.... you would get scared. Exams next week...ew.ew.ew 
I want school to end so badly but at the same time not really because that means going to Paris.... eh.... it may be like the best trip of my life but with my social skills and french skills, I dont think so. 
And also the fact that I am not losing weight and summer holidays are nearly here is quite depressing. The thing is being skinny isnt that pretty, being skinny and muscular(ish) is what I want and what I think is PRETTY. 
I wont be able to wear shorts and skirts. :( 
But luckly my dad bought a ticker to the gym for a whole year! :) YAY this means that I might get fit in genereal....but I eat so much..it wont help like it's so bad....I am thinking of like tying my hands together or something. 

No i caly dzien zmarnowany... Swietnie... :( Niestety nie moge dodac zadnych swoich zdjec bo wygladam okropnie. Chce zeby szkola sie juz skonczyla ale tez chce zeby jeszcze trwala bo boje sie jechac do Paryza.... nie dosc ze nie umien nawiazywac kontakow z ludzmi to po francusku tez nie mowie. I to ze nie schudlam ani kilograma tez mnie nie raduje. Nie tylko mi zalezy na tym zeby byc szczupla ale mie miesnie a to no juz nie jest takie latwe.... Nie bede mogla noscic krotkich spodenek ani sukienek i spudniczek :( Chyba musze zaczac zwiazywac moje rece zebym tylko nie jadla...